And so it has been nearly three weeks since I left my home of 27 months. Being back in the United States seems like a dream. It seems as though, at any time, I will return to Morocco and the life I lived. My life there was one of stress, misunderstanding, but oddly now, it seems, tranquility.
Perhaps the most difficult part of readjusting to America is the fast pace of life. This combined with my constant thoughts of friends in Morocco, and the difficulties they live with each and every day, continue to remind me of what I must keep working for and towards—a world free of hate and poverty.
This weekend, I am enjoying time with friends in Minneapolis, celebrating gay pride. It is a bit overwhelming to be back in a country where homosexuals can be open with their lifestyle. It is inspiring, but at the same time, causes me to reflect upon the life that I lived for two years, and the life that many of my Moroccan friends may live for their entire lives.
For this reason, my passion in social justice endeavors continues to grow. I thank you, my friends and family, for providing me with support in my efforts. I have yet to feel truly comfortable back here in my home land, but I hope that soon I can be happy again. Please bear with me as I readjust.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Saying Goodbye
The final weeks of my service as a Peace Corps Volunteer have been filled with writing reports, enjoying my favorite activities which often include eating my favorite Moroccan dishes, saying goodbyes, and doing those final chores that seemed to have been ‘firsts’ just not too long ago. This is a challenging moment full of emotion.
Over these two years my eyes have seen great geographical diversity (from snow-capped mountains of the High Atlas to the dunes of the Saharan sands, to the beaches and water of the Atlantic ocean), events of mourning and great joy, love between family and friends, anger, appreciation for a helping hand, and warmth of human relationships.
In essence, this has been an experience far beyond what I had imagined it would be and incredibly different than anything else in my life.
One of my close friends, Houssam, put it best in saying that as the sun sets each day, and for me, here in my final days in Morocco, the warm charm of the sun and the reflection it gives upon the achievements of the day, give hope that the day which is to come will be even better than the last.
And while leaving Morocco is bittersweet, this thought helps me remember to look at what is to come. And I know that Morocco will be with me for life—reminding me to be thankful and to keep working to abate injustices, inequalities and poverty.
Thank you Morocco—you will never know just how much you have taught me.
Salam walaykum.
Over these two years my eyes have seen great geographical diversity (from snow-capped mountains of the High Atlas to the dunes of the Saharan sands, to the beaches and water of the Atlantic ocean), events of mourning and great joy, love between family and friends, anger, appreciation for a helping hand, and warmth of human relationships.
In essence, this has been an experience far beyond what I had imagined it would be and incredibly different than anything else in my life.
One of my close friends, Houssam, put it best in saying that as the sun sets each day, and for me, here in my final days in Morocco, the warm charm of the sun and the reflection it gives upon the achievements of the day, give hope that the day which is to come will be even better than the last.
And while leaving Morocco is bittersweet, this thought helps me remember to look at what is to come. And I know that Morocco will be with me for life—reminding me to be thankful and to keep working to abate injustices, inequalities and poverty.
Thank you Morocco—you will never know just how much you have taught me.
Salam walaykum.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
22 years of life
March 8, 2007
My 22nd year of life was one filled with emotion, challenges and inspiring moments. There were many days of seeming depression and as many days of true excitement and exhilaration.
I became an uncle to a beautiful girl and boy.
I continued to struggle through life and work in Morocco.
I have been overwhelmed by the possibilities and opportunities available in life.
I've learned to take better care of myself.
I've become more comfortable and excited with who I am.
I've renewed my commitment to creativity and curiosity.
I've spent invaluable time with family and friends.
I've fostered many new friendships.
I've been inspired by people's resilience and determination.
I've defined further my commitments.
I've thought, embraced; hopefully, imparted wisdom; been guided by passion, and, I've loved.
My 22nd year of life was amazing and I anticipate many challenges and potential rewards in this next year of life. Thank you to all of you who have been a part of this last year.
In love and peace,
Adam
My 22nd year of life was one filled with emotion, challenges and inspiring moments. There were many days of seeming depression and as many days of true excitement and exhilaration.
I became an uncle to a beautiful girl and boy.
I continued to struggle through life and work in Morocco.
I have been overwhelmed by the possibilities and opportunities available in life.
I've learned to take better care of myself.
I've become more comfortable and excited with who I am.
I've renewed my commitment to creativity and curiosity.
I've spent invaluable time with family and friends.
I've fostered many new friendships.
I've been inspired by people's resilience and determination.
I've defined further my commitments.
I've thought, embraced; hopefully, imparted wisdom; been guided by passion, and, I've loved.
My 22nd year of life was amazing and I anticipate many challenges and potential rewards in this next year of life. Thank you to all of you who have been a part of this last year.
In love and peace,
Adam
Friday, February 2, 2007
To be or not?
I wrote the following as a sort of helpful guide for those considering Peace Corps service. There is no single piece of advice I can give that would make your service easy. It has proven to be a truly challenging time of my life—-between overcoming cultural barriers to justifying your time in a foreign country, away from family and friends, when you have little to show for your time/work from an American perspective, you will stretch your limits.
Hopefully, the following thoughts will help to explain why I believe it to be a worthwhile experience. I am always willing to explain further so be in touch if you have any questions.
Considerations
Being in a relationship prior to leaving for service is incredibly difficult to maintain for 27 months. It is a reason many Volunteers leave service early or a part of the motivation to leave early when things are not going well during service. Be sure to give a fair amount of time to considering how you will handle a potential lack of affection and cope with not being near or
having a relationship for over two years.
The application process to becoming a Volunteer can take up to one year. If you have any medical issues expect extra paperwork and significant delays. The process is as much a test of your patience and flexibility as it is a test of effectiveness of the Peace Corps bureaucracy (Peace Corps is a government organization and therefore, you will have to deal with a fair level of
bureaucracy).
Training is intense and highly structured-—quite often in stark contrast to the remaining 24 months of service as a Volunteer.
Work is often hard to quantify from an American perspective. You must remember there are three goals of Peace Corps and the technical goal does not imply you will help build a school. Funding for projects can be difficult to find. Additionally, you may not gain specific technical skills but often you will gain greater skills in cultural understanding, patience, independence, and international affairs.
Every country is different in regards to many policies and/or how they are enforced often based on the infrastructure, technology, country director, etc. and means that it will be very difficult to compare a Volunteer’s experience in say, China, to a Volunteer’s experience in Mozambique.
Every one of the 187,000 Volunteers or Trainees that are currently serving or have served has had and will have a very unique experience.
My experience
It is likely that not a week has gone by when I have not questioned why I am still here as a Volunteer.
Cultural challenges, lack of work, lack of a long-term relationship, physical illness, and some or all of the above combining to cause near mental illness have led me to face some of the greatest challenges of my life.
On that same weekly basis, I have at least one amazing, uplifting day when I realize how incredible Moroccans are, how much they have given me, how much I have grown and how invaluable my time here has been if not for mere personal benefit.
While I do not think I would look to serve another 27 months (at least not in the near future), I am grateful for my experience and would not give it up.
I have learned basic cooking skills and first aid, and how to be more patient, flexible, persistent, humble, personally motivated, responsible, self-sufficient, kind, generous, honest, independent, and much more.
These 22 months, thus far, have provided invaluable time for personal reflection, thought, investigation, and helped me to refresh my mind. This in turn has helped me to further define my moral values, passions, and beliefs. I have committed my life to abating injustices, intolerance, violence, environmental degradation, poverty, and inequality. While I believed in
fighting many of these before, I have gained a further resolve from my experience here.
A part of my heart is and will forever be here in my village and Morocco.
By the time your final months of service are upon you, you may realize how accustomed you are to life in your country of service while you still struggle through misunderstandings. And, quite likely, you may come to be scared of the return to what once you considered normal-—that of your home in the United States.
At this point in time, you realize how incredibly distinct two lives can be. You realize you get to leave this life in-country behind while your community members most likely can not. And this, may, along with so much else, be precisely why you will never stop fighting the good fight. You realize how blessed you are and how difficult so many millions of other peoples' lives are.
And it is the reason why Peace Corps’ former motto, ‘The toughest job you’ll ever love’, could not be more true. But maybe you will come to realize that ‘job’ is not as accurate a term as is ‘life’.
Whether you decide to apply, accept an invitation, train and serve, you are challenging yourself. Remember that as a Volunteer you can choose to leave service at any point during training or your 24 months of service. Whether you complete one or 24 months, your life will change. And just maybe, someone’s life around you will have improved due to your being a part of it. But this is something you may never know.
Hopefully, the following thoughts will help to explain why I believe it to be a worthwhile experience. I am always willing to explain further so be in touch if you have any questions.
Considerations
Being in a relationship prior to leaving for service is incredibly difficult to maintain for 27 months. It is a reason many Volunteers leave service early or a part of the motivation to leave early when things are not going well during service. Be sure to give a fair amount of time to considering how you will handle a potential lack of affection and cope with not being near or
having a relationship for over two years.
The application process to becoming a Volunteer can take up to one year. If you have any medical issues expect extra paperwork and significant delays. The process is as much a test of your patience and flexibility as it is a test of effectiveness of the Peace Corps bureaucracy (Peace Corps is a government organization and therefore, you will have to deal with a fair level of
bureaucracy).
Training is intense and highly structured-—quite often in stark contrast to the remaining 24 months of service as a Volunteer.
Work is often hard to quantify from an American perspective. You must remember there are three goals of Peace Corps and the technical goal does not imply you will help build a school. Funding for projects can be difficult to find. Additionally, you may not gain specific technical skills but often you will gain greater skills in cultural understanding, patience, independence, and international affairs.
Every country is different in regards to many policies and/or how they are enforced often based on the infrastructure, technology, country director, etc. and means that it will be very difficult to compare a Volunteer’s experience in say, China, to a Volunteer’s experience in Mozambique.
Every one of the 187,000 Volunteers or Trainees that are currently serving or have served has had and will have a very unique experience.
My experience
It is likely that not a week has gone by when I have not questioned why I am still here as a Volunteer.
Cultural challenges, lack of work, lack of a long-term relationship, physical illness, and some or all of the above combining to cause near mental illness have led me to face some of the greatest challenges of my life.
On that same weekly basis, I have at least one amazing, uplifting day when I realize how incredible Moroccans are, how much they have given me, how much I have grown and how invaluable my time here has been if not for mere personal benefit.
While I do not think I would look to serve another 27 months (at least not in the near future), I am grateful for my experience and would not give it up.
I have learned basic cooking skills and first aid, and how to be more patient, flexible, persistent, humble, personally motivated, responsible, self-sufficient, kind, generous, honest, independent, and much more.
These 22 months, thus far, have provided invaluable time for personal reflection, thought, investigation, and helped me to refresh my mind. This in turn has helped me to further define my moral values, passions, and beliefs. I have committed my life to abating injustices, intolerance, violence, environmental degradation, poverty, and inequality. While I believed in
fighting many of these before, I have gained a further resolve from my experience here.
A part of my heart is and will forever be here in my village and Morocco.
By the time your final months of service are upon you, you may realize how accustomed you are to life in your country of service while you still struggle through misunderstandings. And, quite likely, you may come to be scared of the return to what once you considered normal-—that of your home in the United States.
At this point in time, you realize how incredibly distinct two lives can be. You realize you get to leave this life in-country behind while your community members most likely can not. And this, may, along with so much else, be precisely why you will never stop fighting the good fight. You realize how blessed you are and how difficult so many millions of other peoples' lives are.
And it is the reason why Peace Corps’ former motto, ‘The toughest job you’ll ever love’, could not be more true. But maybe you will come to realize that ‘job’ is not as accurate a term as is ‘life’.
Whether you decide to apply, accept an invitation, train and serve, you are challenging yourself. Remember that as a Volunteer you can choose to leave service at any point during training or your 24 months of service. Whether you complete one or 24 months, your life will change. And just maybe, someone’s life around you will have improved due to your being a part of it. But this is something you may never know.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Happy Holidays 2006
This year the main holidays of Kwanzaa, Hanukkah, Christmas, L'Aid Kbir, and, of course, New Year's, all fall within the same few weeks. As our world faces the difficulties of understanding one another, I find solace in knowing that despite our differences in beliefs, we all celebrate an important aspect of our lives at the same time this year. It helps me to remember that we all find time to celebrate the love of family and friends and reflect upon that for which we are grateful.
Whether it is picking out the family Christmas tree or purchasing the necessary lamb to be sacrificed for L'Aid, our traditions seem to be distinct yet similar. Life has lead us to another year.
For me, this past year has once again been filled with great challenges, but for the most part, they have helped me to grow and expand my horizon.
I am grateful for the family I have created here in Morocco—both Moroccan and American. These people (too many to mention by name, but I hope I have thanked you in other ways), have helped me through some of the greatest challenges of my life. Many of these challenges have changed me in ways that I may never fully realize. But I hope, that as my time here in Morocco comes into the final months, to be able to reflect upon how I have changed most significantly and what that means for my future.
May 2007 be filled with hope, joy, love, and the fulfillment of your dreams. Together, we will create a world that is free from discrimination and one in which our children can live without the fear of war. And to do that, we must combat poverty and the injustices that we see on a daily basis. It is time to stop ignoring and begin acting. Too often we see but fail to recognize and hear but fail to act. Let us fight the good fight this year.
To you and yours, a very happy holiday.
In love and peace,
Adam J. Welti
Whether it is picking out the family Christmas tree or purchasing the necessary lamb to be sacrificed for L'Aid, our traditions seem to be distinct yet similar. Life has lead us to another year.
For me, this past year has once again been filled with great challenges, but for the most part, they have helped me to grow and expand my horizon.
I am grateful for the family I have created here in Morocco—both Moroccan and American. These people (too many to mention by name, but I hope I have thanked you in other ways), have helped me through some of the greatest challenges of my life. Many of these challenges have changed me in ways that I may never fully realize. But I hope, that as my time here in Morocco comes into the final months, to be able to reflect upon how I have changed most significantly and what that means for my future.
May 2007 be filled with hope, joy, love, and the fulfillment of your dreams. Together, we will create a world that is free from discrimination and one in which our children can live without the fear of war. And to do that, we must combat poverty and the injustices that we see on a daily basis. It is time to stop ignoring and begin acting. Too often we see but fail to recognize and hear but fail to act. Let us fight the good fight this year.
To you and yours, a very happy holiday.
In love and peace,
Adam J. Welti
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